no but do we all agree that imagine dragons’ radioactive would be a kick-ass song for PDS sufferers

2 hours ago on September 2nd | J | 87 notes
Tagged as: #YES #itf 


Simon said yes. Simon told the doctors they could do whatever they wanted to him because he wanted to be fixed, he wanted to change. Before he died, he hated who he was so much that he wanted to disappear, wanted to stop feeling and stop thinking and stop being aware of himself or his existence. He could ignore his problems by piling chemicals and more problems on top of them. But he couldn’t ignore this. And this time, he wanted to get better. But Simon is scared, Simon is terrified. Not just of what he is, but of what he did as a living person, what he might have done that he can’t remember as a PDS person, how his state might affect his family. He already caused so much damage when he was living, a gay junkie son who died of an overdose. He knows how much he hurt his family. But here, he has even less control. He’s completely helpless, completely lost, too aware of his own head while his body is numb instead of the other way round like before.

He told them yes, hoping he’d be fixed. Hoping they could make him look normal, think normal, be normal. Hoping they could save him. Instead, they lied to him and tortured him. He doesn’t want to face the pain of his family, not yet. He doesn’t want them to know what he is or what he’s done, especially since at this point he doesn’t know about his mum. He’s the ultimate disappointment now. The gay junkie son who died of an overdose, who came back and killed people, who willingly gave himself over to doctors and let himself be tortured because he thought he could trust them. He doesn’t want his family to see that.

And then, after he sees his dad, he keeps going, keeps letting them experiment. Not because he wants to be fixed anymore, but because he doesn’t know how to make it stop, because he feels like he’s already hit the guilty bottom, because this is his punishment and until they split him open and silently examine his insides, he feels like he deserves it. It’s only at that moment, where he’s literally physically and emotionally exposed, scared and hurting and desperate, that he breaks and realizes that this is too much, too much, and he has to escape and this has to stop.

He begs John not to have to go see his family because he knows it will break him more than he is already broken. He begs because he wanted to be fixed, not to hurt anyone else. He begs because he doesn’t have anything to stop him from feeling anymore like he did when he was living, and it’s all too much, and right now he doesn’t feel anything other than pain.

3 hours ago on September 2nd | J | 314 notes

"Dear Fontina, you must send us more money, Cosalt needs a doctor, there’s no time to lose."


"Dear Fontina, you must send us more money, Cosalt needs a doctor, there’s no time to lose."

3 hours ago on September 2nd | J | 86 notes









I just watched a kid break down in the bookstore because his books for the semester totaled $600 and that’s the american university system in a nutshell

I was on the verge of tears when I got to the cashier so yeah, that’s messed up

Go here and just, don’t waste any more money okay?

While I entirely support following that link, I also suggest going to Abe Books or Book Depository or even eBay to see if there are inexpensive print versions of books you need. I haven’t paid full-price for any of my texts while I’m in school… because that would DOUBLE the cost of school.

I use the ISBN of the require books and search the cheap sites for them.

Good luck out there, guys!

Paging FenrisLorsrai! Come work your resource magic on this post!

I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED. (but I’ll post on my actual bookstore account)

Quick anddirty meta search for books: Addall. it’ll crawl 40+ book sites at once including ABE, ALibris, Amazon, Half in both domestic AND foreign versions.

Meta search #2! GetTextbooks.com which focuses specifically on textbooks. It omits some foreign sites that AddAll includes, BUT it also includes a whole bunch of rentals as well.  Renting is probably the most cost effective method overall.


First determine a few things:

  • Make sure you have the ISBN
  • IF IT IS A BUNDLE: Determine if you need a software key/CD/workbook/lab book or not.  Many times you do not.  Math classes increasingly NEED the software key, but more on that later
  • ASK THE PROFESSOR: If this is not the first edition of the book, can you use a previous edition?  One edition back is generally half the cost of current, two is generally about 1/8th the cost.  Generally you can get away with this if its material that doesn’t change rapidly. Your course on the Civil War, you can probably use two editions back. Your computer programming class on latest greatest language… you probably need newest edition.
  • FOR LITERATURE CLASSES: determine if you book is from before 1929. If it is, its in public domain, you can almost certain get a free copy online.  If they want a SPECIFIC copy for an essay bundled with book, see below.

Now, run your search by ISBN using the two metasearch sites.  Open them in separate tabs.  

gettextbooks shows you WITH the shipping, Addall does NOT show you the shipping.  keep this in mind when you’re comparing.  You’ll see a lot of duplication.  GetTextbooks will also show you SOME variants.

Now that you have those open, open two more tabs.  Run a second search on same two sites using the author and exact title you picked up from search #1.  This will show you all the international editions and weird bundles that don’t exactly match the ISBN of the bookstore

WHAT THE HELL IS AN INTERNATIONAL EDITION: its a paperback version of the US version with an angry notice on the cover saying “NOT FOR SALE OUTSIDE INDONESIA”. Its the same book, but way cheaper.  ignore the angry warning, the US Supreme Court has your back. NO, REALLY. Right of first sale, baby!  ignore the angry warning and you basically have same book, it just isn’t printed with ink made from student tears and unobtanium.

Now filter results based on whether you need any Extra materials or not. 

IF YOU DO NEED THE EXTRA MATERIALS: this is where it gets tricky. an intact bundle is generally the most expensive option or near top end of price curve.  If you NEED the other materials, you may be able to get them cheaper in pieces.  and you can buy mismatched pieces!

Say for example you need a math textbook, but need the software key for the math problem program.  The professor said you can use older book.  Buy a math book that one or more editions back and then buy the software key separately from the SOFTWARE manufacturer.  You’ll find the software keys on booksites all by themselves, but they’re generally way more expensive than buying the key direct from software manufacturer. and no shipping then!

NOW A WORD ON LITERATURE: sometimes profs want you to get a specific edition of something to read a specific essay in the book. You have about 50/50 odds that the essay is in the front of the book. IF IT IS, you may be able to read the essay on Amazon by going to that books page and clicking on the “look inside”.  They generally preview between 10-30 pages of books and that often means its the essay you needed, not the actually BODY of the book.  So you can look up the specific copy of Frankenstein on Amazon, read the essay, then download a free different version from Project Gutenberg.

FOR RECENT NONFICTION, make sure you have an up to date library card for your HOME library and the LOCAL city library where your college is.  Many have digital loans available, where you can check out the ebook for free and popular nonfiction is frequently available that way.

IF YOU CAN GET YOUR BOOKLIST BEFORE GOING TO SCHOOL: shop for the mundane things locally first.  There will be 50 people in CollegeTown looking for that book, you may be the only one in your home town.  supply and demand, if you found it in collegetown, it may be 10X price of your local bookstore.

and check you local library as well!  You may be able to check out some of those books from your local library and take them to school with you and renew them online one or more times, depending on how in demand they are.  There will be NO copies in CollegeTown library because there’s 50 people asking for it.  But your HOME town, you may be able to renew it twice since its low demand. Write on your calender when they’re due or need to be renewed.  Renew them OR tuck the whole pile into a Priority Mail flat rate box and send them home to your folks.  The cost of the priority box to send several library books home is probably way less than what you’d pay for them. (or if its stuff you know you need AFTER a break where you’ll be home, request a hold from school, pick up at home)


You determined you HAVE to buy a book and you’ve narrowed it down to a few choices of source.  Run a search for “coupon + Sitename” what looked like the lowest priced may not if you find a coupon for the 2nd or 3rd lowest priced option. Gettextbook will generate some automatically, but you may be able to find even better ones.

So make yourself some food, get a beverage, put on some tunes and compare prices!

and if you’re reached point of wanting to curl up in a ball and die, you can send us an ask with the ISBN for your book and answers to questions aobe (extra materials, previous edition, etc) and we’ll send you back an note with a link to the cheapest one we can find.  I do this for a living, send an ask and I’ll get it done usually within about 12 hours.


Also: CHECK YOUR INSTITUTION’S LIBRARY. Often the books will be available for short-term loan, and there may also be copies of older editions that you can borrow and take home. Short-term loan generally will mean a few hours spent in the library, but it generally should be long enough to get the chapter of the week read. If you don’t need to take your books to class, then this is often a very doable solution.

7 hours ago on September 2nd | J | 216,222 notes




i think it’s interesting that Turning and Lovely Ladies share a tune because they’re about bodies?

It’s just your body that you’re selling, they’re just schoolboys who didn’t know what they were doing, this is just the way the world is and it doesn’t matter (except it really really does)

oh man why didn’t i realize this

this is part of why turning makes me so angry when i see the show, because it’s about bodies, but this time it’s not the people whose bodies the song is about who are singing — it’s those left behind in the aftermath.

I actually had a fairly interesting discussion about this with my sister a few years ago.

Her theory/interpretation is that that melody is the tune of collective female mourning.

"Come to Me" and "On My Own" also share a tune, and she interprets that as the tune of individual female mourning. (Although the fact that it’s reprised by Fantine, Valjean, and Eponine in the Epilogue/Finale makes me believe that it’s more the “I am realizing that I am about to die and I have to try to come to peace with that” tune.)

The “Lovely Ladies”/”Turning” tune is, in her eyes, the tune of women coming together in anguish, especially, as Murf notes above, as the ones who have been left behind.

In “Lovely Ladies,” it’s clear that many of the women would rather be doing something else with their lives, and turned to sex work as a last resort. They have no agency, no autonomy—they exist not as individuals but as a collection of objectified bodies to fulfill male sexual pleasure.

In “Turning,” again as Murf notes above, these women are the ones left behind to pick up the pieces. In the screenplay for the movie, I believe, it’s stated that among the women are relatives of some of the Barricade Boys, making this connection even more explicit.

7 hours ago on September 2nd | J | 30 notes
Tagged as: #les mis meta 
Since dedicating myself to getting into “superhero shape,” several articles regarding my weight have been brought to my attention. Claims have been made that I’ve been on a strict workout routine regulated by co-stars, whipped into shape by trainers I’ve never met, eating sprouted grains I can’t pronounce and ultimately losing 14 pounds off my 5’3” frame. Losing 14 pounds out of necessity in order to live a healthier life is a huge victory. I’m a petite person to begin with, so the idea of my losing this amount of weight is utter lunacy. If I were to lose 14 pounds, I’d have to part with both arms. And a foot. I’m frustrated with the irresponsibility of tabloid media who sell the public ideas about what we should look like and how we should get there.

Scarlett Johansson for the Huffington Post [x]

More of her brilliant articles can be found here.

(via theshadowsinthesun)

7 hours ago on September 2nd | J | 31,494 notes


Well well well… I’m not surprised at all.. 

7 hours ago on September 2nd | J | 859 notes






when someone in an argument has missed the point so much you just


OH GOD if you drag the image in chrome and overlay it back over the gif, you get a still image of him in the chair while it looks like his ghost stands up and leaves his body.

this is important


It got better.

8 hours ago on September 2nd | J | 299,786 notes

- Bernard, you can’t survive on the mushrooms in your hair!
- I’m FINE.

10 hours ago on September 2nd | J | 9,430 notes
Tagged as: #black books 
12 hours ago on September 2nd | J | 18,665 notes
Tagged as: #rose tyler #9 





Just imagine the Avengers going to Ikea, and Thor is the only one who can pronounce the name of anything. 

This is disproportionately hilarious to me.


Avengers Assemble! (Ikea)
(by emirentia)

18 hours ago on September 1st | J | 146,595 notes
Tagged as: #avengers 

To the Anon with the initials SAC:

Presumably you are on anon because you do not have a tumblr account. Please message me with your name (and not just your initials) so I know it is in fact you. Unfortunately I cannot answer you privately, but if you are who I think you are, the answer is yes, definitely. :)

18 hours ago on September 1st | J | 0 notes
Tagged as: #replies 
les mis 69 min prompts: draw a character you haven’t drawn much of before
First drawing of Courfeyrac 

les mis 69 min prompts: draw a character you haven’t drawn much of before

First drawing of Courfeyrac 

22 hours ago on September 1st | J | 3 notes